As I promised I will write down the story of our missed friend.. Lets begins the first she and I met in unreal..
I was named MasterProxy back then and she was named Roadrunner we met on a server I forgot which it was but it was then I recruited her into the Proxy gang.. Yeah lousy name aye? However she accepted it and became RoadrunnerProxy and we played a lot together on some servers and sometimes on Hyper's back in Generation 1.5 to 3 if I remember correctly Good times.
My impression of her back then was that she was a very Open minded person with a high threshold and short fuse she always laughed at almost everything but I could tell that she never knew anything about her... Condition, either that or she hid her feelings extremely well.
Moving along later when the Proxy gang split up and I kept the same name for about 6-12 months and I didn't get to meet RoadrunnerProxy anymore, she changed her name into Staticnova which she came to use until that day 2 months ago. I met Her once as Staticnova but that was it.
But a friend is still a friend to me I always knew she was out there, somewhere.
Then 15th October I came into this chat page of an anime site named Voober where I talked to a random person which got a mail from Staticnova's Sister... I didn't know it was her before later but after seeing her chat page..
http://borgir.chatango.com/ I connected 1+1 with her msn which I never payed any remarks that it was her.
I was chocked because.. well anyone gets chocked over an old friends death but not knowing why after knowing her for such a long time puts you into a state of "no way is this actually real!?" and sad it was.
I never got that e-mail but some of her Chat buddies did and some of you guys too. I can't do anything about it but to tell you this story. I didn't know her personally or deeply but I after all knew her and I share the same pain as you all.
It is truly hard to lose a friend.. Must be even harder for you guys who lost Dellkat as a friend also my condolences to you all, the guys at Voober and her family!
Staticnova was a great loss for this world! She who were the light in most places always smiled at practically everything and never let her condition take her down! She really won her fight to be honest! She took it with the smile she always did I can guess!
REST IN PEACE - Your old friend Electric Ice Aka MasterProxy!